Thursday, March 27, 2008

something is rotten in the state of denmark...

Today = not so great of a day

I've been in a not so great mood and I had a not so awesome headache for about half the day.

It's amazing how one person, one incident can ruin your mood for such an extended period of time. I guess I'm allowing this situation to ruin my mood, but when it hits so deep to my core it's almost impossible to keep the mood change from happening.

Yesterday all I could think and write about was moving on, but that was before a whole incident occurred. I can't go into any details, because it's really not fair to the parties involved, but I think the theme of this particular situation pertains to a lot of the crap that's been going on with me lately.

Think Before You Act.

I'm certainly to blame when it comes to this concept, because I have obviously acted without thinking before. However, when a subject is OBVIOUSLY sensitive--don't bring it up. When there's a conflict, don't just go bitching about it to other people--be proactive and go straight to the source. As this theme seems to creep into my life more and more, I really try to think about the concept when I make my actions and when I say things. I think it's a lesson we could all take into account, but please, anyone reading this who is involved in my life, think about it.

Obviously, I'm not in a good mood at all. At all. I'm sorry for the rant, but I kinda needed it. Hopefully tomorrow will be better--I really need for it to be better, but at least its the weekend and I can escape a little bit if I need to!

"Farewell to old friends
Let's raise a glass to the bitter end
Farewell to old friends
Will you be the same when we see you again"
- Dixie Chicks

1 comment:

Jordan said...

breathe.
everything will be okay.

promise.